You know back when I was first join DeviantArt I was so jealous of people skill that's I devote myself being a professional and I was always wish someday I will receive lot of daily deviation. 6 years has pass, I've been on DeviantArt for consecutive 6 years. Honestly I don't really work hard for art like I used to because I like to draw when I want to... I don't want to stress myself in art by always stay on my desk to draw even if I'm emotionally unstable I have to practice. I don't do that anymore matter of fact people been saying I'm not a professional I'm just an amateur. You know yes I am an amateur and I'm proud. Because I like to be in my comfort zone drawing what I please. I want to draw what I want what I imagine instead of always focusing on pleasing people. Because I know each people perceive the beauty of art is different. So why would I force myself to please people when I could just draw and enjoy what I make. Yes is nice to receive all the nice comments when you post an art work up. But honestly now I feel like if people spend time to look at my work I am already happy enough. Because I want to draw for myself and in a comfort zone so I don't care if people called me unprofessional or an amateur.